lack of communication, fueled with anger, guilt and disappointment
this is where they are
all of those long journeys, sacred memories, the pent up emotions
were left somewhere along the way
it's been a long time since then, but everything felt like yesterday
the history now is repeating itself and they let it be
perhaps they were meant to be this way
involving in a deep trust relation with another is never a smart thing to do
because once it broke it breaks everything- whatever there is left- as well
she didn't lie when she said that it hurts
you never really can fix a heart
she understands now and she has nothing but willing to take blame
she didn't fight for it, for them
maybe because she's a coward, a hypocrite
maybe she is good in creating a relation,
but never good enough to keep them
so she took the last piece of her shattered heart, tried placing it together and mend her wound.
it didn't look or feel good but she thought that it'll do.
at least for now.
the history is repeating itself.
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