The Mediator by Meg Cabot

Holla~

As you know, during the holiday I've been awfully filled with boredom and panda-ness.

So, I've decided to fill my time with reading Meg Cabot's writing, The Mediator series. I am totally in love with these series. Since the first book - Shadowland - until the five next - the Ninth Key, Reunion, the Darkest Hour, Haunted, and lastly, Twilight. 

Aku start suke dgn karya Meg Cabot ni time aku bace Shadowland. Lepas tu, aku jadi mcm orang putus fius otak mencari keseluruhan The Mediator series. Seriously. Cerita nye, ringkas, senang nak faham sebab ringan dan bahasa nye pun senang nak faham. Die tak pakai ayat-2 atau perkataan-2 yg kebabomm~ gitu. Lagipun, aku memang ade 'things' dengan novel English ni. Tapi don't worry laa. The Mediator series ni bukannye mcm Dan Brown punye series. It's simple and tak tebal sangat lah bukunye. Since buku yg macam ni sesuai untuk teenager although I quite doubt myself still a teenager. You know? Time passes by, and you know you're getting older day by day (creepy~) And as time passes by, you will surely wish the time to stop. 
Apape je lah. 
Anyway, these series are beyond awesomeness! I love them. Korang try-2 awh bace. Don't say because they're in English you don't even want to look at them. Rugi besar... These books can actually help you improve your English. Well, nak seribu daya, taknak seribu dalih ken? If you want, to be a thousand force, not to be a thousand excuses. HAHA~ Sakai gileq translation nye.
Synopsis for The Mediator.

Susannah Simon or Suze is a mediator- a liaison between the living and the dead. In other words, she sees dead people. Literally. And they usually won't leave her alone until she helps them resolve their unfinished business with the living.Moving to sunny California with her mom and meet a new family, she plans to have a fresh start, with trips to the mall instead of cemetery, and surfing and lying at the beach instead of having a spectral visitations, but immediately when she arrived at her new home, a ghost already haunting her bedroom. But Jesse, the hot ghost haunting her bedroom, doesn't seem to need her help. Which is actually a relief.But still, the very first day at her new school, Suze realizes that it's not that easy. There's a ghost with revenge on her mind... and Suze happens to be in the way.

Dalam Bahasa Melayu nye, Susannah Simon ialah seorang mediator. Seseorang yang boleh tengok orang yg dah mati. Kirenye sixth sense lah ni. Selalunye, orang-2 yg dah mati menganggu die, mintak die tolong selesaikan masalah-2 dorg yg mane tak selesai lagi tu, time dorg hidup dulu sebelum dorg boleh 'move on' atau pergi ke dunia seterusnye. Bile die berpindah ke California dengan Mother die, die fikir die bolehla mulekan hidup baru, tapi sampai je kat rumah, dah ade sekor hantu dalam bilik die iaitu Jesse- a freaking hot ghost. Well, that's what the story said. So.. Okay tak?
Okay. Move on. Here are the covers of The Mediator series in US.

Here are the covers of The Mediator series in UK/AUS title (Mine are the UK/AUS edition)

Well, in case you need to know.

I actually recommend these books to the girls (not that boys can't) aged 12-16 but again, not that the others can't. Even you're an adult, reading these type of books can ease your mind, you know? I mean, who knows? 
Well, if you're a fan of Meg Cabot, you surely don't want to miss these series. They got everything; mystery, suspense, drama, a little bit of humor and a hint of romance included too. 
I've included here a link to download The Mediator series in PDF.
THE MEDIATOR SERIES PDF DOWNLOAD.
For the rest of the series (if you want it) please mail me and let me know at this address: skyeviant@yahoo.com 
Don't worry. I will definitely reply your email along with the links.

01 - The Mediator Shadow Land by

Meg Cabot is also the author of The Princess Diaries and more such as All-American Girl, Avalon High and Ransom My Heart. 
Want to know more about the author or her books?
Click --> HERE

So, that's all yaww~ Have a good night!

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When I'm Missing You

I just wanted to say that I missed you a lot, more than any words can say.
You mean a lot to me.

This song is beautiful. Click the title to direct to Youtube.

Missing You by G-Dragon.

Missing You

Yeah (maybe I'’m missing you)

Amu saenggak eobsi pyeongsowa gachi botong saramdeulgwa manna utgo malhaji

Bami doemyeon tvga nae yuilhan chingugo

Achimhaega tteooreumyeoneun geujeseoya jami deuljyo

Neomu chorahae na neol manhi johahaennabwa

Nega tteonan hu paran haneul nae nunen norakeman boyeo

Geudaen eodiseo apahaeyo na yeogi isseo

Anim hoksi dareun saramgwa dareun saranghani bogosipeo my baby

Nae mameun iri uljeokhande malhal sarami eopda

Nado gakkeum hwaljjak utgo sipeunde gyeoten amudo eopda

Maybe I’m missing you oh oh

Maybe I’m missing you oh oh

Maybe I’m missing you oh oh

Maybe I’m missing you

Geuttaen geuraetji urisain tumyeonghago kkaekkeutaetji

Cheoeumeneun aeteutaetji dadeul geurae almyeonseo wae geuraetji

(But) galsurok yuri kkaejideut sone kkin banjiga bit baraejideut

Nalkaroun kare beideut sokbagiran saseure mogi joeideut

Neul joheul jul man aratdeon neowaui gieokdo

Pulliji anteon ohae mit sangcheoman nama sirheodo

Heeojyeoran mareun kkeutkkaji chamasseoyaman haenneunde

(Geuraedo) ssaugo datudeon geuttaega jigeumbodan naeultende

Nae mameun iri uljeokhande malhal sarami eopda

Nado gakkeum hwaljjak utgo sipeunde gyeoten amudo eopda

Maybe I’m missing you oh oh

Maybe I’m missing you oh oh

Maybe I’m missing you oh oh

Maybe I’m missing you

Naneun ajikdo maeil nuneul tteumyeon nega yeope inneun geotman gata

Uri hamkkehaetdeon manheun sigandeul doedollil sun eomna a-a-a-

Nae mameun iri uljeokhande malhal sarami eopda

Nado gakkeum hwaljjak utgo sipeunde gyeoten amudo eopda a-a-a-a-

Nae mameun iri uljeokhande malhal sarami eopda

Nado gakkeum hwaljjak utgo sipeunde gyeoten amudo eopda

Maybe I’m missing you oh oh

Maybe I’m missing you oh oh

Maybe I’m missing you oh oh

Maybe I’m missing you

TRANSLATION

Yeah (maybe i’m missing you)
I meet ordinary people and talk to them
Laugh w/ them, just like usual, w/o any thoughts.
TV is my only friend at night
I finally go to sleep when the sun rises in the morning
I’m too shabby, I might have liked you a lot.
After you left, the blue sky seems like it’s just yellow
Where are you feeling hurt, I’m here
Or maybe you’re in love w/ someone else
Some other love, I miss you my baby

My heart feels this sad but I have no one to talk to
I wanna smile broadly sometime but have no one beside me
Maybe I’m missing you

Back then, we were like that
Between you and me it was all clear and pure
First it was all about love, just like everyone says
Why did we do that though we all know
(But) as time goes, like the glass breaking
Like the ring in hands losing its light
Like getting a cut by a sharp knife
Like strangling my neck w/ the chain of restriction
The memories that I have w/ you
Which i thought they’re gonna be always good
Though I hate it, only the wounds and unsolved misunderstandings are left.
I needed to hold back till the end
The words of “I’m breaking up w/ you”
(Yet) the time we fight and argue
It was better than now.

My heart feels this sad but I have no one to talk to
I wanna smile broadly sometime but have no one beside me
Maybe I’m missing you
I still feel like you’re next to me everyday when I open my eyesCan’t we turn the times back that we've been together ah- ah-

My heart feels this sad but I have no one to talk to
I wanna smile broadly sometime but have no one beside me
Maybe I’m missing you

I just wanted to say that I missed you a lot, more than any words can say.

Translation Credits: @HuisuYoon

Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net

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Vacation and Holiday : Malaysia

Haii haii.. G&C Presents

The Best Destination in Malaysia.

This is based on the Traveler's Choice in 2012 List.

Mmandangkan skrg ni tengah cuti sekolah, mesti laa ramai family yg nak pergi berjalan-2 bersiar-2 meluangkan waktu bersama-2 di mana-2 tempat yg sesuai untuk seisi keluarga lah. Haaa.. G&C kali ni nak update post tntg tmpat percutian paling best dlm Malaysia.

Untuk post yg ni, G&C update tak ikut ranking. Untuk post V&H: World tu ikut ranking kan? Yang ni tak. Terpulang pada korg sndiri untuk ranking kan brape-2 pun, suka hati lah.

Okeh?

1. Cameron Highlands.

CH adalah tempat yg paling tepat untuk korg yg nak rase suasana yg nyaman dan sejuk. Tmpat ni jgak femes dgn buah strawberry nye yg fresh dan terus dari ladang. Selain tu jgak, ade varieties of flowers dan teh-2 yg wangi. Korang pergi laa ke Blue Valley Tea Estate dan Gunung Brinchang. Sambil tu, tgok-2 laa orang-2 asli dkat sane ye?

2. Genting Highlands

Sape yg taktau Genting Highlands kan? GH sesuai dgn nickname Kota Keriangan ade pelbagai aktiviti yg menarik dan tarikan alam semulajadi serta buatan manusia. Pelbagai permainan yg komfem akan menghiburkan korg sekeluarga. Tempat penginapan dkat sane pun ade banyak, jadi jgn risau kalo-2 takde tmpat penginapan. Suasana dkt GH jugak sejuk dan terdapat lebih kurang 500 jenis permainan. Pilih je mane nak. Tempat untuk shopping pun ade. Enjoy!

3. Langkawi

Haaa.. epic. Langkawi ni merupakan pulau pelancongan yg bersejarah dan menarik perhatian ramai pengunjung dan pelancong dari pelbagai tempat. Langkawi jugak femes dgn barangan bebas cukai. Antara tempat-2 yg korg boleh lawat ialah, of course, Makam Mahsuri, Underwater World Langkawi, Tasik Dayang Bunting, Kereta Kabel dan banyak lagi. Pemandangan nye mmg best! Trust me. Been there, done that. Several times.

4. Kuching, Sarawak

Melancong ke Sarawak ni memang takkan menyesal lah. Keunikan budaya dan suasana masyarakat yg mnetap di Sarawak komfem lain dari yg lain. Ade banyak museum dekat sini dan keadaan yg leisure komfem buat korg senang hati. Korang mesti panjat Kuching Civic Center yg menyediakan pemandangan 360 degree. Sunday market dkat sini memang grand. Korg yg kaki shopping, atau sekadar nak cari merchandise utk sedare-2 korg boleh laa mcari dkat Sunday Market yg massive ni.  

5. G&C Choice --> Pulau Tioman <--

This is G&C Choice untk readers sekalian. Pulau ni merupakan salah satu drpd 10 pulau tercantik dunia dan menjadi pilihan kepada peminat sukan menyelam/skuba. Selain tu, pulau ni jgak mnjadi pilihan utama sbgai tempat peranginan dan percutian yg romantik. Especially to the newlyweds. Pulau ni jgak mnjadi lokasi photographer untuk dpatkn shot-2 yg best and exclusive dekat setiap ceruk pulau ni. Kalau korg pergi ke sini, komfem korg berpuas hati dan happy gile. Bile lagi nak dapat experience tgok terumbu karang dan ikan-2 yg limited edition punye tuu. Macam Nemo~!

6. Gunung Kinabalu

Datang ke sini merupakan pilihan yg tepat untuk korang yg sukakan aktiviti-2 yg lasak dan mencabar. Korg boleh lakukan aktiviti macam jungle-trekking dan mountain climbing. Kalau mountain climbing tu komfem climbing Kinabalu Mountain. Kalau pergi Sabah tak pergi ke gunung ni tak best laa. Sambil-2 tu, korg bolehlaa minum-2 Teh Sabah dan enjoy the breath-taking scenery. Selain tu, korg boleh tgok kawan-2 korg yg ade cume di Kepulauan Borneo, Orang Utan! Haaaaa..~

 

7. Melaka

Haaa... bandar yg bersejarah. Bandar ni merupakan UNESCO world heritage site, with a rich trading history and multicultural heritage. Mmg rugi laaa sape-2 yg tak pernah melawat Melaka ni. Bile sampai Melaka mesti lawat A Famosa, Heeren Street Heritage Centre, China town Melaka, St. Paul's Hill and Stadhuys. Lagi banyak tempat tak dapat nak tulis sebab malas dah.

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Vacation and Holiday : World

Holla~! G&C Updates this time is about...

Vacation and Holiday!

Okay, firstly... I should have post this a little bit sooner, but it's better than never. Secondly, there will be two top 5 Best Destination to pick for your family vacation. 
The first top 5 is...

The Best Destination in the World.

Another top 5 is the best destination in Malaysia.
This ranking is based on The Traveler's Choice 2012 list. 
So, no. 5 is...

San Francisco, California.

Don't miss

1. China town 

2. Ferry Building Marketplace

Things that you can do or visit in SF are..

1. Marrakech Magic Theater (this is ranked First of 307 attractions in SF)

2. Marin Headlands (Category : State Parks/Nature)

3. Lands End (Category : Hiking Trails)

4. Golden Gate Bridge (Category : Bridges) 

With 237 Hotels and 302 vacation rentals.

No. 4 is...

Paris, France.

Don't miss
1. Deportation Memorial
2. Ile St. Louis
 Other than Eiffel Tower, which is the definite place for tourist are
1. Musee d'Orsay (Category : Art Museums)
2. Luxembourg Garden (Category : Garden/Parks)
3. Palais Garnier- Opera National de Paris (Category : Theater/Architectural Building)
4. Pont Alexandre III (Category : Bridges/Historical sites)
With 1,825 Hotels, 4,925 Vacation rentals

No.3 is..

Rome, Italy

Don't miss

1. Colosseum 

2. Trevi Fountain

Rome has amazing historical sites and breath-taking views to experience

1. Church of San Luigi de Francesi (Ctg: Religious sites/Churches)

2. Le Domus Romance di Palazzo Valentini (Ctg : Museums)

3. San Giovanni in Laterano (Ctg: Religious sites/Historic sites)

4. Pantheon (Ctg: Architectural Buildings/Historical sites)

With 1,266 and 4,040 vacation rentals

No 2 is..

New York City, New York

The must visit places in NYC are Empire State Building and The Times Square.

But, Don't miss

1. Brooklyn Bridge

2. Greenwich Village

Best things to do in NYC are

1. Manhattan Skyline (Ctg: Landmarks)

2. Frick collection (Ctg: Art Museum)

3. Metropolitan Museum of Art (Ctg: Art Museum)

4. Central Parks (Ctg: Landmarks)

With 435 Hotels and 1,811 vacation hotels

Now, the first rank in The Best Destination in the World is..........

London, United Kingdom

Apart from the lovely couple, William and Kate Middleton there are lots of things about London. 

Don't miss

1. Tower of London

2. The London Eye

Best thing to do in London

1. Bomber Command Memorial (Ctg : Monuments/Statues)

2. War Horse (Ctg: Performance)

3. The Courtauld Gallery (Ctg: Art Museums)

4. British Museum (Ctg: Museum)

With 1,086 Hotels and 3,740 vacation rentals

So, that's it then. Top 5 places to go for a holiday vacation with your family. Pick one! Have you make up your mind yet?

p/s Terribly sorry for a brief explanation.

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Kenyang Lebih Lama

Haii haii.. Lame rasenye tak update Geeky & Chic segment ken?

Ade yg tunggu ke? Haha.. Ntah-2 takde pun. Sedihnye kalo mcm tu. Okey,anggap mcm ade la... eh? Tak bape sedih sgt kut. HAHA~ Apape je lah.

Okeh, G&C kali ni nak story pasal..

KENYANG LEBIH LAMA!!

Kdg-2 macam terfikir ke, baru je lepas mkn tengahari tu, petangnye nak makan lagi ken?Bile kite kenyang lebih lame, mknenye ape? Maknenye kite kurg makan. Bile kite kurg mkn mknenye ape? Mknenye kurg kalori, kurg lemak, dan kurg kolestrol. Bile kurg kolestrol mknenye ape? Mknenye lebih sihat lah. Oh, dan jugak kurg berat badan. Haaaa.. aku tau ramai ladies kat luar tu yg time-2 cuti ni laa makin naik beratnye ken? Makan. Tidur. Makan. Tidur. Macam aku jgak lah. Hani Panda ken? 
Okey, move on.
Aku jmpe tips ni dlm Mingguan Wanita. Kalo ade rase mcm pernah bace tu, jgn pelik lah. Saje-2 nak sharing-2. 

Yang Pertama --> Makan Sayuran!

Mknn yg tggi serat nii akn mgurangkn nafsu mkan korg dan berikn rase kenyang yg lebih lame. Mknn yg tinggi dgn serat lagi-2 sayuran atau wejitable, dorg memiliki kpadatan energy yg rndah. So, menurut The American Heart Association, taking between 3-4 sajian wejitable everyday memenuhi kperluan zat tubuh badan slain mmbantu rase kenyang yg lebih lama. Haa.. tu dia!

Yang kedua --> Makan makanan yg berprotein Tinggi

 Makanan yg mngndungi Protein yg tinggi scre signifikannya mningkatkan rasa kenyang. The Journal of Nutrition menyarankan korg mngambil makanan mcm ayam dan ikan kerana kalori yg rendah selain dari mjadi sumber untuk korg rase kenyang lebih lama. Okeh?

Yang ketiga --> MAKAN DENGAN PERLAHAN

Haaa.. mesti korg slalu dgar ni ken? Betul meh! Aku dah try dah. Kunyah makanan perlahan-2, supaya korg terasa puas bile makan. Zat-2 dan khasiat-2 makanan yg korg makan tu akan terserap dgn sepenuhnye (Mungkinla) dan menjadikan korg lebih kenyang bile dah habis makan. Lagipun, sunnah Rasulullah kan menyaran kite makan perlahan-2. Sebab, ade hikmahnye pada kesihatan tubuh badan kite. Betul tak?

Yang Keempat --> Minum air

Yadda yadda yadda. Of course. Minum air amat penting, semua org tau kan? The Ohio University menjelaskan minum air mbantu penurunan berat badan melalui pengurangan nafsu makan. Air putih atau air kosong tidak ade kalori, tapi membantu mengenyangkan korg. Minum laa dalam Dua liter sehari ke, dan lapan liter pun boleh. Kalo mampu lah. Ngeee~ Oh ye, Jangan lupe, minum duduk.. okeh? Kalo minum berdiri takde function la korg minum. Air tu tak menyerap dalam badan korg. Kan adab kite sebagai org Melayu dan org Islam makan atau minum secara beradab dan teratur. Yeah btw, credit to Pia -.- Ndak sangat, bagikan.

Yang kelima --> Elakkan makanan tinggi Energy.

Haaaaaa.. org slalu fikir yg makan makanan yg tinggi energy ni mengenyangkan kan? Tapi dalam sebuah kajian, mengambil makanan dgn kepadatan energy yg rendah akn mbantu anda kenyang lebih lame. Penjelasannye? Haa, ni dia. Makanan yg mngandungi kepadatan energy yg rendah mpunyai jumlah kalori yg kecil. For example, daun Saderi. Elakkan makan makanan yg mngandungi kalori yg tinggi seperti aiskrim.

Okeh? Okeh... Cukup sampai sini sahaje. My dad dah bising dah tu sbb aku tak tidur lagi. Hmm, slalunye tak kena bising tapi hari ni lain pulak. Ye laa, selalunye die bukannye ade kat rumah. Okay, move on. 

FROM : G&C 

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Keith Haring!

Hi Darlings!

Background untk blog aku ni, ntah-paha-pe ke? Nak tau tak knpe tetibe je aku tukaq background ni? Ecehh, tak nak tau pun aku nak bgtau jgak. 

Background aku ni merupakan salah satu dari karya terHEBAK oleh pengkarya terHEBAK, 

KEITH HARING!

Hmm, do any of you kenal sape Keith Haring ni? Keith Haring ni sape? A person ke? Femes ke? Of course laa Keith Haring ni a person (takkan laa a cow plak) and of course laa die ni femes.. Takkan tak kenal ken? Tapi, mgkin ade yg tak kenal, so nye... mehh sini aku nak habaq sape Keith Haring daebak ni.

Sbenonye aku ni pun tak bape nak tau sgt sape Keith Haring (KH) ni. Aku start tau pasal die ni lepas aku tgok gmbar ni dlm M/V sorg artis ni. Tapi tak ingt laa plak sape. Tajuk lagu tu 'I'm not Perfect' rasenye (It's a bit disturbing, honestly) Satu lagi lpas aku tgok tatu KH dkt lengan pujaan hati aku (kekeke) G-Dragon!

Inilaa tatu nye. I think it's kinda cool.

Hmm, I'm wondering what makes him have KH work tattooed on his arm.

Okay, move on. So after seeing these piece of work, Aku mula laa interested in his work of art. I find it very interesting and beautiful actually.

Okay, about KH. He is very famous for his work of art as he is a  protester against racism, nuclear movement, homosexuality and so on.His imagery has become widely recognized around the 20th century.His field of art is mainly pop art dgn graffiti art and he was influenced by several inspirational person such as Dr. Seuss (I love his book!) Walt Disney dan jugak ayah die, Allen Haring. KH first public attention ialah chalk drawing dlm subway di New York City dan di capture oleh photographer Tseng Kwong Chi. Time ni, 'The Radiant Baby' jadi satu simbol kpd KH.

The Radiant Baby

So, his international breakthrough start when he visited Australia and painted wall murals. Selain tu, die ke Rio de Janeiro, Paris dan Manhattan. So, scre tak langsung die develop die pnye painting skills and ideas worldwide laa. Then, die start painting canvas, which make him more and more famous and noticeable for his art and talent and even designed a jacket worned by Madonna (Madonna was a real big thing back then- of course as she is now) untk prsmbhan Madonna. KH jgak bukak satu retail store, Pop Shop dkat SoHo yg mnjual merchandise tntg iconic images die tmsuklaa t-shirts, toys, yadda yadda berkaitan dgn art yg die hasilkn. Tak lme lpas retail store die ni, hasil kerja die mule mnampakkn tema yg lebih kepada socio-political mcm anti-Apartheid and AIDS awareness.KH tlah mnemui ajal nye pd 16 February 1990 of AIDS-related complications.

So, as a tribute, Madonna declared yg semua keuntgn Blond Ambition World Tour akn di donate kan kpde AIDS charity. Haring's work was featured in several of Red Hot Organization's efforts to meningkatkn duit untk AIDS, specifically its first two albums, Red Hot + Blue and Red Hot + Dance, the latter of which used Haring's work on its cover.KH mnjadi stu culture yg femes. Karya Keith Haring pd casing untk iPhone ni dah jadi trend. Mcm-2 design ade yg sumenye terdiri dr karya KH tu sndiri.

Beautiful isn't it? Mmg best kalo dpat satu mcm tu.

Tapi, first skali kene laa ade iPhone kan? Takde iPhone, ade kaver die aje, ape cer?

But, you have to admit it is pretty cool.

To me it is. How about you?

Anywhoo, smpai cni saje tntg Keith Haring. Esok (mksudnye hari ni..) aku nak berjalan ke Cameron! Ade ole-2 untk korg. Don't worry. Aku pos kan gmbar nye dlm blog nnti ye? HAHA~ Tak lawak ken? 

Apape pun, His art is awesome. What do you think?

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A HEART IS A HEAVY BURDEN

Pardon me. Can I just write about something for a moment?

It's about a burden.

A HEART IS A HEAVY BURDEN.

But this time, my heart feels a burden.

Kadang-2 bile kite sedih, dada kite terasa sakit sangat. 

Berat. Sebak. Sesak. Penuh dgn perasaan yg menekankan, bukan menyenangkan.

Aku sedih. Aku terbeban. Aku terasa sakit. Aku terasa sesak dgn perasaan yg makin lama makin menghimpit dan terkumpul dalam dada aku smpai aku terasa sangat penat. Aku sendiri dah tak larat nak lepaskan. Air mata tak menitis. Walau hati menangis.

Aku akui. Kita manusia.

Kita tak pernah dan tak mgkin dapat lari dari realiti yg kita tak sempurna.

Memikirkan semua ni je dah buat aku rase lemah satu badan.

Aku tak berani nak lepaskn semua perasaan aku. Sebab aku ni penakut.

Aku... tak tau nak kata mcm mne ni. Words can't describe any of my feelings.

Aku kecewa. Lebih dari apa yg aku boleh kata.

Katanya, sekadar gurauan. Katanya sekadar teman.

Tapi dari ape yg aku nampak, dan tak mgkin aku sorg je yg nampak benda ni jadi makin serious. Org lain yg nampak prkara ni pun akn fikir yg lain-2. Tak tau laa pulak kalau cume aku je yg nampak.

Aku tau orang tu faham ape yg aku cube sampaikan ni.

Mmg aku ke yg salah faham? 

Kalau pun betul aku yg salah faham, aku tetap rase prbuatn die tu adalah salah.

Jgn cube nak pertikaikan. Aku tau die tau perbuatan die tu adalah salah.

Manusia berperasaan. Faham maksud aku kan?

Aku mengharapkan perubahan.

Mungkin aku yg patut mulakan dulu?

Kepada insan yg aku tujukan post ni, please... think about what you're doing.

It's not that you're stupid. Stop being one. You're a grown up. An adult. Be mature.

Kalau tak dapat terima ape yg dikatakan ni, maknanya you're being childish and a dumbhead sbb cuba untk menegakkan benang yg basah dlm keadaan yg terang lagi bersuluh.

Hadoiii, time ni jgak laa lagu sedih berkumandang. Hujan tgh lebat plak tu.

Suram je.

Kebelakangan ni, post aku banyak tntang hati dn perasaan aku yg merapu ni ken?

Hmm, time aku tgh big exam mcm ni laaa bnde malaun mcm ni mengganggu.

Takpe, aku akn berusaha untk ketepikn benda-2 mcm ni.

Walaupun aku tau susah. 

But hey! What life are for? We can't expect only good things to happen, right?

There's always a new tomorrow. Let's see what tomorrow will bring.

Dearest readers,

Please pray for me! Wish me all the best.

And don't play with feelings. It will hurt you when you stop playing.

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An Aching Heart

Hi~

Hmm, heart aches huh? Do you? I know I do.

HA. HA. HA. Ketawa aku tu sangaaaaaaaaat ikhlas.
Haaii~ ape yg boleh membuatkn seseorang having a heart ache? 

Omaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkk!!!!!!

Skrg ni, aku tgah kepisangan gile sbb exam sem-1 is just around the corner. Kalau boleh aku taknak laa bnde-2 malaun mcm ni mengganggu aku. TAPI... it seems to be harder that I thought it would. 
Serious wo! Padahal benda simple je. 
Aku ni kan suka over terlebih-2. 
Nak share dgn org, takde yg sudi. Ape boleh buat?
Tulis merapu-2 kat blog je laaa. Tu pun kalo ade yg sudi bace. Hmm, ade ke?
Itulah die. Anda-2 di luar sane. Jgn jadi mcm aku. It's heart aching.
Cari lah org yg boleh sntiase boleh bersama anda. Through thick and thin.
Accept you and love you.. just the way you are.
This is a reminder to myself jugak. Since, I've been such a jerk lately. Well, we all are. Kita tak sempurna. Dgn kesilapan ni, kita kena cuba belajar dan baiki.
Again, this is also a reminder to myself because, again, I've been such a jerk lately.
Anywhoo, no one can understand you better than yourself. Be positive, be confident.

Try to listen to your heart, although it is quite hard.But tears don't mean you're losing. Everybody is bruising. So, it's okay not to be okay. There's nothing wrong with who you are.

                                                                                        -Jessie J, Who You Are

As for me, I am quite sure that I can survive through various obstacle and challenges by myself. For actually, I'm tired of getting hurt. I don't wanna get hurt. It hurts!
I'll try to stand even if I will have to give my arm and leg.
Kalau selama ni aku boleh, tak mungkin sekarang aku tak boleh ken?

I've been striving alone for quite sometime. And I am sure that I can do it again.
Sekalipun aku jatuh tergolek berguling tertunggang terbalik dihempap terpenyek, 
Aku akan bangun dgn kaki dan usaha aku sendiri.
Selagi termampu. Aku akan bangun dgn kaki dan usaha aku sendiri.
Selagi aku boleh bertahan. Aku akan bangun dgn kaki dan usaha aku sendiri.
Selagi aku bernyawa. Aku akan bangun dgn kaki dan usaha aku sendiri.

So, readers. Don't take everything for granted.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right?
Korang takkan mengharungi lautan penuh sugar, spies and everything nice without mengharungi lautan api bersulam bara.
Gramatis? Lantak.
And for you, Mr. I-love-you-so, 
It is dedicated for you. Reed it and weep.
Assalamualaikum!

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Kelana

Holla~ Anyeong haseyo!
HAHA~ Baru lepas tgok Infinite Challenge ni. Bigbang edition. Dah lama dah, tp aku sarankan anda-2 di luar sane untuk menengok nye. Sumpah BEST!!
Hari ni kan, aku saje-2 je nak cite-2 pasal pngalaman tak-tau-nak-kate-ape aku ni. Pengalaman ape? Pengalaman aku ditauliahkan untk dpt applet pengakap Kelana. Kirenye kem laa ni. Ha ha ha ha ru gile.
Kem nye hari Sabtu, dah lame jugak ni. Lebih krg 3 hari aku accident hari tu. Aku dgn baru lpas accidentnye, kaki lebam-2 nye, pegi jgakla ke kem tu ha. Baguih ken? Kem tu tak lama pun, 2 hari satu malam je. Tapi satu malam tu, ktorang tak bermalam pun. Faham tak mksud aku? Kirenye ktorg tak tido laaa ni. Penat wo!
Mula-2, ktorg okay ag. Dibagi taklimat gitu-gini duluu.. Yg lpas taklimat ni yg buat darah berdero (berderau- ngee~, org duk Perak) Ktorg kena buat satu aktiviti ni ha..

Menghafal Persetiaan pengakap Kelana dgn Undg-2 pengakap Kelana.

Mcm takde hal je ken? Huish, bile ko nak sebut balik ape yg ko hafalkn tu dgn pemimpin pngakap tu rase haru wo. Lagi laa plak aku ni dah salah pilih pemimpin (ktorg boleh pilih pemimpin sndiri nk dgar ape yg ktorg hafal tu). Aku ingtkn pemimpin yg aku pilih ni boleh laa nak caii sket ke, sbb aku ni ken rabun nye lain mcm sket, dr jauh tgok mcm okay je pemimpin tu, skali dtg dkat.. Pergh! Farouq rupenye. Mmg aku menempah tiket maut free laa bile aku pergi dkat Farouq tu. Garang habis! Hilang apape yg aku hafal uh. Dah tergagap-gagap mcm yg tak betul. Lame aku kena than dgn die. Sabarrrr je lah!
Lepas tu, ade beberapa aktiviti ntah-paha-pe yg dorg buat :

1. Menyapu muka ktorg dgn adunan lumpur + sirap (hodohh gile muka aku)
2. Merangkak bawah tali. Alaaa, yg mcm askar-2 slalu buat tuu.
3. Dgn mengelak tali. Alaaa, mcm limbo tuu.
4. Minum air yg bkn sebarang air. Air ni ade 3 stage. First, air masin (sumpah masin gile). 
Kedua, air manis (pun manis gile) Ketiga, air mineral (haa, yg ni okay la.)
Aku cume buat aktiviti no. 1 dgn no. 4 sbb aku ken accident, kirenye aku ni special case sket laa. Wlaupun ade sorg cekgu tu kejam sket dgn aku. Tak kisahlaa.
And then, ktorg ade taklimat sikit lagi psal kem tu laa. 
Activity nye takde bnyk beza pun. Pengakap ken? Biase laa. Ade latihan kawad kaki, ikatan dgn emergency help and procedure. Time ni laa aku and my beloved friends tngkp gmbor mcm org gile.

Okay, muke aku agk hodoh dkat cni. Tgok je lah ye? Hee, muka amat seronok sumenye.
Mlm nye, ktorg kena buat pentauliahan. Recite balik ape yg ktorg hafal kn tu. Tp carenye agk extreme sket. Haha, extreme ke? Tak kut. Saje je nak kasi gempak.
Sblm kena tauliah, ktorg kene blindfold, pehtu ktorg akn diasingkn dr tmpt ktorg tauliah tu. Duduk kt koridor skulah, ats simen(hehe, aku bukak blindfoldnye) Dah awh tgh hujan, sejuk lagi. Seram pun ade. Aku cuak kut. Aku pikir aku tak dpt nk recite balik, but somehow aku berjaya jgak. Aku jwb je dgn seikhlas hati (separuhnye laa) ape yg pemimpin tu tnye. Blindfold pun blindfold laa. Aku pikir nak pass soalan-2 tu dgn recite balik. Tu je.
Dan akhirnye, aku berjaya jadi Pengakap Kelana!!!!!!!!!!! (Itupun lepas aku tergagap sekali. Gelabah wo!)
Mcm snang je nk jd Kelana ni ken? Huh, siput!
Tapi, yg sudah tu sudah. Pengalaman yg best jgak ni. Bkn selalu kite dapat ken?
So, my fellow blog readers out there! Cherish every second of your time by having fun and be grateful. You won't be having that kind of adventures and experiences anywhere. 
If you're having a rough time, just smile guys! Dlm suka ade duka. It's perfectly normal. Sabar je. Aku terpinggir sedikit. Agak sedih jgak. 
But, since I'm having fun... so I don't really mind.
My friends!!! Guys, korg bace post aku yg ni ken?
Still Love you!
Adios, Amigos!

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