Okay, hi guys. It's September.
New month, new semester.. but still dealing with the same bullshit.
New month, new semester.. but still dealing with the same bullshit.
It's been almost a week now, settling in my new place. I'm in year 2 so year 2 students no longer stays in the campus so we moved out and I got this small room supposedly fit for 4 people but really, two people can barely move around in here smh and there are two of us. We (Nani and I) bought some things and appliances for the room so somehow it felt comfortable lol. It's kinda weird don't you think? Have you ever felt the same way? It almost felt like we're making the room as our own territories and being comfortable in it (despite whatever nasty first thoughts came into your mind once you see the room) is a given fact. It's like making a home; a place that you'll come back after having a hard and tiring day at the campus.
We settled quite nicely. I have the noisiest, craziest and most annoying neighbors. I also bought a terrible smelling air freshener for my wardrobe. So yeah, so far so good, I think. I got a pretty flexible schedule for my classes, it's not too packed and i actually have some free time to do stuffs, so it's good. Though it would be better if I can register for my foreign language class for heaven's sake! I can't register to any language classes because it's either full or it doesn't match with my schedule. I've tried everything! Well, almost everything. I've tried everything except for Arab class. I really really really didn't want to take that class, I really don't. It reminds me a lot of my high school days. I've been learning that language for 5 years and I'm not good at it, seriously. People might be thinking that it's better taking a language that you already know the basics of, but it worked the opposite for me. I want to learn something new you know. There are quite a number of choices to pick here like Japanese, French, Spanish, German, Mandarin and even Thai. All of it seems to be so much fun to learn. I love languages, it's fun talking or conversing in different languages. That, and besides the fact that I'd have nothing to do with math or anything that is related to it. Speaking and learning different languages gives me a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment once I managed to understand them (even on basic conversations or greetings) and it makes me feel like I can be one of the native speakers too, like I can be Korean, Japanese or Chinese, not just Malaysian. It's fun. And tbch, I don't really feel the same when I'm learning Arab. I freaking failed that subject in my SPM! I'm sure you guys know about it already. So I tried really really hard not to get into that class. I really don't want to change my schedule; it's really nice (I don't have to get up so early in the morning because the classes start late lol) but if changing my schedule resolves this problem, then I'll change it! I'll freaking change it okay! And probably be taking Japanese or Mandarin or French whichever idc. As long as it is not Arab. Well, that is if there's nothing else I can do, only then I'll take that class.
People might be wondering why wouldn't I take that class? It's not that bad. But like I said, I want to learn something new. If it's in terms of difficulties, every language is difficult. English is difficult, Japanese is difficult, Spanish and Mandarin are difficult. I just want to learn something new, something that'll excite me. Sigh. Still, it is too soon to tell anything right now. After all, it's only a week here. Maybe things will change, you never know. I'll keep my head up. If you want to see my room, I'm sorry, I'm a bit embarrassed to put up any photos of my room here tbh lol
But anyway guys, how's your semester? So far so good?
p.s: I'm listening a lot to Girls' Generation's recent album 'Lion Heart' and Selena Gomez's 'Revival' it's pretty cool (i kinda like same old love). Have a listen too guys!
