Why? Well, I finally have a tad bit of time after the end of my final semester exam.
YAYY!
Well, I was suppose to focus on my repeat papers but since I got a week off so why not spend some time writing again? I was just finishing some plots for my latest story. And after my exam ends I'll start writing the full story.
Can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait.
*Sigh* Can you believe it? It's actually the end of school. Today was the end of it.
Full stop. No more pre-U days. None. I will not step back into that place, except when I'm taking my exam results next year- ever again.
Oh my the memories.
I've been spending way too long for my own good at that place; 7 freaking years. Now I'm finally step out of it. To be honest, I don't feel like the school is ending. Seriously, I didn't feel like it. Back then, I was eagerly waiting, ecstatic even counting the days the school ends, and even packing my bags 2 or 3 days early, making sure that I didn't leave anything behind, but now I didn't even realized that time flies really fast. Probably because I still got my MUET exams and repeat papers, but most probably because I'm having quite a year. The exhaustion, the fleeting emotions, the hard work, the sweat and blood spilled, the adventures and experiences, the fun and laughter, all of them. So many things I learnt from those around me; about the value of life, trust and friendships.
My friend for LIFE!
Pada yg tertanye-2, ye gambo atas ni diambil sebelah kedai Ali Baba tepi jalan tu ha.
Yes, basikal tua dgn air gedegang. Problem?
I never know that I had whole lots pictures of you guys in my laptop until I decided to post pictures more than I usually post. I was like, woah.
Do time really flies that fast? I mean, everything felt like...
*whoosh* *pyung-pyung-pyung* *uwaaaa* *wawaaawaaaaaa* *kreghhhkreghh*
No words can describe how I feel right now. There's a lot of mischievous and incredible and mostly ridiculous things I've experienced during these whole years.
I'm missing my best friend, but to be completely honest, sometimes I just didn't contact any of them on purpose. Yes I'm an ass. I know. I have my own reasons for that. But that doesn't make me miss them any less.
*Sigh* memories memories *sigh*
Sometimes I wonder if I should knock myself hard on the wall, or maybe jump off the cliff so that these memories will be gone forever and ever out of my head.
No one can save themselves from their memories. It hurts.
Which makes me even eager to step out of that place and travel new places, experiencing new things, leaving everything behind and never turn back. I'll be stepping in, one by one step into the new world. Now that I think about it, I realized that no matter how hurt you are with your surroundings, somehow you will always manage to find a smile back. They've been hurting my feelings, every now and then, but they also, every now and then, making me smile and creates those happy moments. Laughter and tears, here and there.
Isn't that what's bringing the smile curving up on your lips sooner or later?
Every now and then, I felt the depression. But then, living a teenage life, as a student were never an easy task. The depression will always be there. We just need to know how to handle it properly, through what we've learned.
Well, things sure are easier said than done.
This is not the end, I'm sure of it. In fact, this is just the introduction of life that I'm going lead in the future.
Have a good night everyone.
