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Wednesday, February 18, 2015

These Days

hi guys. how's everybody doing? good i hope.
the number of posts on this blog has decreasing these past few days- or months, pssh when did it ever increase anyway?
even so, i still wanted to post something though there's nothing much to write.
hmn, let's see, i'm going back to the university this week- semester two is around the corner- like almost everyone in my age does. classes start next week- i think- and i still haven't got my schedule organized yet. i wonder why. there's a glitch or something with the administration lately and it's ticking me off.
and with the huge amount of time rest in my hands i found myself almost died in boredom. i even finished detective conan movie marathon just in one day. impressive eyy? haha maybe not. maybe i should have one piece marathon after this. i have nothing better to do anyways. i'd like to hang out with my friends of course, but everyone seems to be busy. also i can't seem to find a good source of entertainment. well i did spent some time in arcades but it's costly. and i can't find a good book or online stories either. i spent most of my time on games and social sites too but really, it's getting ridiculous by the end of the day and i don't do bullshit. the same goes with music. i've been listening to crap every freaking time i turn on the radio nowadays. i think these days just past through me like in daze. sigh. or was it just me? 
i think my life is getting boring these days- almost lifeless.
i think i'm gonna lost it. like i'm going to crash or something.
and in case i do so, will you be there to catch me.




give your sanity a check once in a while okay guys?
oh yeah, give my other posts too.




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Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Again

because she can never know, she can never tell
lack of communication, fueled with anger, guilt and disappointment
this is where they are
all of those long journeys, sacred memories, the pent up emotions
were left somewhere along the way
it's been a long time since then, but everything felt like yesterday
the history now is repeating itself and they let it be
perhaps they were meant to be this way
involving in a deep trust relation with another is never a smart thing to do
because once it broke it breaks everything- whatever there is left- as well
she didn't lie when she said that it hurts
you never really can fix a heart
she understands now and she has nothing but willing to take blame
she didn't fight for it, for them
maybe because she's a coward, a hypocrite
maybe she is good in creating a relation,
but never good enough to keep them
so she took the last piece of her shattered heart, tried placing it together and mend her wound.
it didn't look or feel good but she thought that it'll do.
at least for now.

the history is repeating itself.


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