Peter Pan has Died

Somehow, this song moved me. Too much.

A part of it was because I just read a short a fan fiction by accident.

Surprisingly, I enjoyed reading it. The story line was good and I was able to understand the main character's feeling. It was heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time. It was nicely written. And another part was because this song simply means too much to me.

Peter Pan has Died.

Because I was cold I yearned for warmth

Because I was shabby I wanted to be beautiful

That was the only reason, 

but what's with the people who mock me and say it doesn't suit me

I am still waiting

I am dreaming

Because I didn't want to be like you, rotten and still

Because I still wanted to feel alive, I'm dreaming

Because I was closed I wanted to be opened

Because I was shut in I wanted to be free

That was the only reason, 

so isn't it you who's looking at me like a freak and the one who's sick

I am still waiting

I am dreaming

Because I didn't want to be like you, rotten and in a still state

Because I wanted to still feel alive, so

I am still waiting

I am dreaming

Because I didn't want to be like you, rotten and still state

Because I wanted to still feel alive, so

Keep on dreaming boy,
keep on dreaming boy
someday you'll be fine,
someday you will shine,
someday you'll be love
someday you will smile,
without those tears,
without those tears...

My heart's aching yet I'm still smiling.

The book that I use to write about you is still in my hands

and I know that you are still there, that you are remained

I used to add the chapters at the end of a sad story in this book and keeps on wondering; 

why didn't I start a new story instead of adding to it?

That way the story won't end with a sad ending.

Although I turned one page that I lastly wrote about you in, no longer

Do I even have the strength to read on?

You that is written in my memories won't be erased

My heart is still beating, the one part of my heart that you occupied

I'm going to erase the sad writings 

It's not going to be the end of our story

Because I'm going to meet you again

And I realized, the story was the most beautiful and has the happiest ending more than any story exists.

I dare the captured heart to fall in love.

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