The Start

Hi. Here I am. Again.

Why? Well, I finally have a tad bit of time after the end of my final semester exam.

YAYY!

Well, I was suppose to focus on my repeat papers but since I got a week off so why not spend some time writing again? I was just finishing some plots for my latest story. And after my exam ends I'll start writing the full story. 

Can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait.

*Sigh* Can you believe it? It's actually the end of school. Today was the end of it. 

Full stop. No more pre-U days. None. I will not step back into that place, except when I'm taking my exam results next year- ever again. 

Oh my the memories.

I've been spending way too long for my own good at that place; 7 freaking years. Now I'm finally step out of it. To be honest, I don't feel like the school is ending. Seriously, I didn't feel like it. Back then, I was eagerly waiting, ecstatic even counting the days the school ends, and even packing my bags 2 or 3 days early, making sure that I didn't leave anything behind, but now I didn't even realized that time flies really fast. Probably because I still got my MUET exams and repeat papers, but most probably because I'm having quite a year. The exhaustion, the fleeting emotions, the hard work, the sweat and blood spilled, the adventures and experiences, the fun and laughter, all of them. So many things I learnt from those around me; about the value of life, trust and friendships. 

My friend for LIFE!

(kenapa gambo ko yg paling sikit dalam file aku Nyoh? T_T)

Pada yg tertanye-2, ye gambo atas ni diambil sebelah kedai Ali Baba tepi jalan tu ha.

Yes, basikal tua dgn air gedegang. Problem?

I never know that I had whole lots pictures of you guys in my laptop until I decided to post pictures more than I usually post. I was like, woah. 

Do time really flies that fast? I mean, everything felt like... 

*whoosh* *pyung-pyung-pyung* *uwaaaa* *wawaaawaaaaaa* *kreghhhkreghh*

No words can describe how I feel right now. There's a lot of mischievous and incredible and mostly ridiculous things I've experienced during these whole years.

I'm missing my best friend, but to be completely honest, sometimes I just didn't contact any of them on purpose. Yes I'm an ass. I know. I have my own reasons for that. But that doesn't make me miss them any less. 

*Sigh* memories memories *sigh*

Sometimes I wonder if I should knock myself hard on the wall, or maybe jump off the cliff so that these memories will be gone forever and ever out of my head.

No one can save themselves from their memories. It hurts. 

Which makes me even eager to step out of that place and travel new places, experiencing new things, leaving everything behind and never turn back. I'll be stepping in, one by one step into the new world. Now that I think about it, I realized that no matter how hurt you are with your surroundings, somehow you will always manage to find a smile back. They've been hurting my feelings, every now and then, but they also, every now and then, making me smile and creates those happy moments. Laughter and tears, here and there. 

Isn't that what's bringing the smile curving up on your lips sooner or later?

Every now and then, I felt the depression. But then, living a teenage life, as a student were never an easy task. The depression will always be there. We just need to know how to handle it properly, through what we've learned. 

Well, things sure are easier said than done.

This is not the end, I'm sure of it. In fact, this is just the introduction of life that I'm going lead in the future.

Have a good night everyone.

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Peter Pan has Died

Somehow, this song moved me. Too much.

A part of it was because I just read a short a fan fiction by accident.

Surprisingly, I enjoyed reading it. The story line was good and I was able to understand the main character's feeling. It was heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time. It was nicely written. And another part was because this song simply means too much to me.

Peter Pan has Died.

Because I was cold I yearned for warmth

Because I was shabby I wanted to be beautiful

That was the only reason, 

but what's with the people who mock me and say it doesn't suit me

I am still waiting

I am dreaming

Because I didn't want to be like you, rotten and still

Because I still wanted to feel alive, I'm dreaming

Because I was closed I wanted to be opened

Because I was shut in I wanted to be free

That was the only reason, 

so isn't it you who's looking at me like a freak and the one who's sick

I am still waiting

I am dreaming

Because I didn't want to be like you, rotten and in a still state

Because I wanted to still feel alive, so

I am still waiting

I am dreaming

Because I didn't want to be like you, rotten and still state

Because I wanted to still feel alive, so

Keep on dreaming boy,
keep on dreaming boy
someday you'll be fine,
someday you will shine,
someday you'll be love
someday you will smile,
without those tears,
without those tears...

My heart's aching yet I'm still smiling.

The book that I use to write about you is still in my hands

and I know that you are still there, that you are remained

I used to add the chapters at the end of a sad story in this book and keeps on wondering; 

why didn't I start a new story instead of adding to it?

That way the story won't end with a sad ending.

Although I turned one page that I lastly wrote about you in, no longer

Do I even have the strength to read on?

You that is written in my memories won't be erased

My heart is still beating, the one part of my heart that you occupied

I'm going to erase the sad writings 

It's not going to be the end of our story

Because I'm going to meet you again

And I realized, the story was the most beautiful and has the happiest ending more than any story exists.

I dare the captured heart to fall in love.

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More than Just Words

HI~ Guess what's the date today?

Its 25 SEPTEMBER.

Yep. It's my birthday.

I am officially 19 years old right now. GAH! It's been quite a day. Agak penat la jugak.

But its fine, really. I'm having a wonderful day. Even Google celebrated it. LOL.

I was surprised to see the 'Google' words are changing and in form of cakes and sweets.

My friends are having a surprise party for me *GOSH~* Surprise lah sangat.

Korang mmg obvious, serious! Aku tak tau awh macam mne aku boleh tak bape nak perasan sangat yg korang tengah plan nak buat surprise tu padahal korang banyak sgt cakap pasal surprise ni depan aku.

I was like... 

WHAAAAAAT THE-?

Bila pikir balik, pak aih kelakar betul korang ni. 
Dah awh berlaku kejam terhadap aku.
Like seriously, when the whole class was actually singing 'Happy Birthday', boleh plak buat bodoh je dgn aku, kan Dira? Takpe, takpe. I still love you. Don't worry.
And I am seriously tak menangis dalam tandas okay? Belakang aku sakit tau, no kidding!
Yang dengan Mira tu lain cite sket la, aku tengah menghayati suasana dalam kelas waktu tu. Tu pasal macam berair mata kan? Tapi tak nangis pun. Tak caye tanye Mira!
Korang best gile! Thank you so much! Bersusah berpayah belikan cake untuk aku. 
Kyaaaa~! Sumpah sedap! Sorry dengan keadaan rumah aku yang agak bersepah tu.
Tu lah, korang buat surprise kan? Kalo korang bagitau awal-2 boleh aku kemas- kemaskan sikit rumah aku tu. Takde awh bersepah sangat.

Neh? Noor Syuhada, Nur Adibah, Nor Ana Suha, Nurul Husnina, Nadirah Omar?

And student 6AD, THANK YOU FOR REMEMBERING.

Nur Amira! Fahim, Daus, Oja, Paeyh, Im, Ajim, Nash, Fikri, Wan Zamira, Ilham, Sathiya, Intan, Fathin, Angie. Thanks guys. 
For Aisyah, be well okay? Datang sekolah cepat, duduk sebelah aku!

And my mum, thank you so very much! Ice cream cake? Seriously? 
That's too much, mum. Too much.

 I LOVE YOU MUM!

No words could describe how I appreciate each and every one of you.
No presents? No problem, because seriously, the thought of having you guys remembering and wishing me for the best are way more than enough.
I can't exactly tell you how much I feel right now, because my words do no justice towards your actions. Because it is more than just mere words.

And well, actions do speak louder than words.

And I also wanted to wish a happy birthday to my friends, who was celebrating their birthdays in this same month with, of course, different dates. I know I haven't being such a great friend but I sincerely wish you guys the best.

NUR AFIFAH and NURUL FASIHAH.

Gambo-2 ni gambo zaman ktorang mude dulu. Zaman rebellion. HAHA~
Jenuh kot nak korek balik gambo lame mane yg ade dlm laptop nazak ni.
Anywhoo, May you guys have a many happy returns in your way. Through thick and thin you will endure everything along your way. We'll meet someday.

Thank you again to everyone that had made my day.

Adios, good night.

p/s : jgn lupe esok HPV.
        Nightmare.

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Art Exhibition

Hi~ How are you?

I'm sure you guys noticed, the numbers of post publish are getting fewer and fewer. And the last post would be A Busier Life right? Right.

Like I said, I've been way too busy spending all my time and energy focusing on my art exhibition. 

And finally the day has arrive.

If you think this art exhibition is the one like those super talented painter or artist out there do, you're dead wrong.
No. This is nothing as classy or grand like that.

This exhibition is pretty much like an art class project for our last semester. We were given two choices of tasks to finish, landscape and painting. Mine was painting. 

Yeah. I was surprised with myself. I mean, really I don't have any talent for that and this would be my first time doing something of the sort.

Anyway, today is my first art exhibition day. This exhibition will run for a week, before we close it for our presentation. 

And what do you know? The exhibition went great. We actually have to remain open until 5 in the evening because the people keeps on coming. It was exhausting, but fun.

so, uhm. Bienvenido a nuestra exposición de arte. 

Welcome to our Visual Art Exhibition.

 

Yeah. I can't exactly show you any of our exhibition yet. Just a peek on it because it hadn't been supervised yet. By MPM I mean. They will be the one who's giving us our marks and points for this project, and we have to present our art pieces one by one. 

Just like the last semester, VIVA.

Its nerve wrecking, no kidding.

There. See right there? Just a glimpse. Okay? My friends did a very wonderful job in their work. Seriously. I was amazed at how amazing they are in completing their work. 

True, there are a few errors or complications here and there but don't you think that's what makes them work even harder and the results are even better? 

Most of the visitors at the exhibition complimented us for producing such creative and beautiful artwork. I can't be any prouder than I already am right now.

You guys are the best. Seriously!

I bet you guys are dying to know what my artwork looks like huh? Yes? No?
Well. It's not that good. Not that good. I'm an amateur remember? This is my first time doing something like this. So I'll just give you guys to sneak a peek.

Yeah. I know. Not that much of an art.

Mine was post-impression. You know, like Vincent van Gogh or Leonid Afremov.

They are awesome.

This is somehow, kinda what I'm trying to do. You know, with the lights and colours and sceneries and buildings. There's a certain calmness that I felt every time I look at these kind of artwork.

I'm trying to make the audience to feel the same way as I am. 

I'm trying to make the audience to see the message I'm trying to convey through the colours I spread over the paper.

I'm trying to make the audience feel the hidden emotion under those lights and sceneries.

I'm trying to make the audience to know that I'm not simply throwing those colours and create those subjects for nothing. They're there for various reason. 

But I don't think they get it though. Even though I'm trying very hard explaining to them.

That they simply know, but they didn't see.

They simply know there's the artwork I created. The buildings, the streets, the figures, the trees and the sky.

They didn't see the colours; the red and the yellows creating wild orange, lighting the streets and buildings. The blue and the green mixing with a deep yellow and a hint of red coming for the lights reflecting on the trees. The dark blue behind the buildings, creating a small part yet wide open sky.

If I was able to show you my art, would you be able to see the parts of it that was easily being passed through by them?

Will you be able to see what I see? Will you be able to feel what I feel?

Will you?

Have a good night.

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New Third Semester!

He~llow gorgeous!

How you guys doing? I'm doing fine. I guess.. Wait until third semester reaaaaally starts, then I'll get busy like there's no tomorrow.

Oh did I tell you that? 

It's a whole new semester baby!

and what's more, it's my third semester. 

YaaaaaHooooooo~

I finally will end... my misery. Oho~ such a drama queen.

Although I'm reaaaaaally sure that my third sem will be a hella of an experience, MEH!

I learned my lesson. I WILL NOT, I repeat... I WILL NOT waste my time and sucks on my thesis or so-called PBS, that darn stupid art show and especially my MUET test. I seriously will make sure that I'll get my band 5! Pretty high huh? Well, I can't help it~! I mean, the least requirement for taking TESL (untuk pendidikan laa, yg lain band 2/3 dah lepas~) is band 4.

A FREAKING BAND 4! And paling tinggi aku dapat is band 4. So macam mana tu? I at least kena dapatkan a higher band than that riiight~? It's a torture, I know.

Good thing English is something I'm good at.

For the time being, there's nothing much happening, really. I mean, new semester is pretty much like a whole new year. Okay, I know you guys know how it is.

Sekarang kitorang cuma tunggu for 'THE' moment to come, and we will get busy.

Sem ni aku dapat 2 PBS je. 

One for BM, (yet again~) which is some sort of mini-thesis on a certain topic and we will work it out in groups. Of course, with the 'individual' presentation and stuffs. Kalau takde presentation bukan PBS lah namenye. 

And one for my art class. This is pretty tough I dare say.

We have to complete our projects and stuff before we put our own 'Art Show' or 'Art Exhibition'... whatever you want to call it... on OUR own.

Sounds like a lot of hard work? HECK YEAH!

But to be honest, somehow I feel excited. And the tale between me and that certain someone are okay, I mean not too okay but just okay, I-guess-just-like-before okay, or nothing's-ever-happened kind of okay. Soooooooo~ it's okay. Right?

It's going to be hard, but this will be the last riiight? I have a feeling that this semester will be a lot more... em, I don't know, interesting?

So how about you guys? Got a good feeling too?

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Baju kilang? Baju korporat?

Hai~ Hai~

How are you guys? I'm Hani. Long time no see! *Please don't kill me*

Aku tengah bosan sangat. Sangat bosan. Still, of course... buat PBS bagai.. Hey, I need some fun too you know? 

Aku teringat hari tu aku ade join aktiviti Karnival Jom Masuk 'U' kat Kuala Kangsar. Not that bad, okay lah. Ade terlampau banyak sangat booth, aisle die sempit dgn manusia yang ramai, pretty much crowded. Tapi memang sumpah banyak university and college yang ade kat situ. Penat owh, keliling booth tu sume. Tapi merchandise jangan kate, memang banyak sangat kitorg dapat. Pencil case la.. notebook la, pens (of course..) penuh bag aku. Ade setengah orang tu plak, aku tengok macam baru balik dari memborong barang. Bag-2 kertas yg free-2 dorang bagi tu en, penuh kat tangan ni haa. Kiri kanan bawak bag free ke hulu hilir. Lawak betul. Banyak orang banyak ragam en? But still, there are several things that I find interesting and useful for me in the future.

Memandang kan baju so-called-koperat ktorang tu dah siap, ktorg pakai laa baju tu nak pi karnival ni ha. Sekali pandang macam rombongan budak-2 kilang naik bas meyh.

Baju bukan main murah lagi. HAHA~ Murah sangat. 

Hmmm? Ape die? Berapa harganya? Hmm, tak mahal. Mmg tak mahal. Ade la seratus. 

Bayaq pakai voucher kan? Mmg terasa kemurahannye. 

*Murah, embah die.*

Hmm, I'm trying to be decent here.  Tapi mmg nampak mcm orang koje kilang sket. The only thing that I like about that thing, is the name I requested on it. Tak caye? Nak tengok gambar ke? Boleh.. boleh.. Jap eh?

Secara jujurnya en, time tangkap gambar uh. Macam-2 persoalan yg ade dalam kepala otak aku."Dia ni lelaki ke perempuan? Tak panas ke duk dalam tu? Tak berpeluh ke? Boleh nampak ke duk dalam tu?" Ha.. tu antare persoalannye yg smpai skrg ni masih tak terjawab.

Ade la sikit nampak macam orang koje kilang en? Dengan muka yakin je ha pakai baju tu. Apape je lah. Korang takde baju mcam ni en? Student Pra-U SEMARAK je yg ade. Siap ade orang yang tertanye-2 lagi, "Ade ke university name SEMARAK?" 

HAHA~ tu la. Tak tau, Pra-U SEMARAK mmg rare namenye. Same rare dengan baju nye lah. 

SAMPAI DI SINI SUDAH. Malas nak tulis panjang-2.

Have a KitKat, Have a break!

Adios amigos!

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Will I Ever... ?

I sat back.

Have a little bit of thought. Just for a little while.

But that's when I see, All the reason why...

and that's when I see, All the dreams passing by...

and because that's when I see,

All the things I've ever tried...

I start to wonder. How will I...? Or Can I...?

Will I ever... see the path that I will take clear and safe? 

Will I ever... see myself as a strong, confident and mature girl that I always hoping to be?       

Will I ever... be able to get there, all the way to the world that I've pictured?  

and Will I ever... live happily even after ever after? 

Before, I was scared. I was afraid.

Not because of the demon or ghost or anything raged, but more with myself and faith.

I was afraid to see my future. I was afraid of growing up. I was afraid with whatever consequences that one day I will have to face.

I'm not Cinderella who lives in her wonderful dreams come true.
I don't have Doraemon with cool gadgets that'll help me the way he helps Nobita too.

I don't know how to decide neither to live nor to die.

I fear that I will never make it and my dreams will be just a dream.

I lost my confidence, I lost my hope, I lost my dream... I lost myself.

I fell. Drowning. Alone. Way down in the deepest and darkest side of myself.

I cried, but no tears flowed. I screamed, but no voice was heard.

And the moment when I thought I lost it all, that I will never be able to get back on my feet to achieve my dreams… that's when I actually see the lights.

I see the path right in front of me. 

It's a long way, but I won't give up. I don't want to give up. 

And I don't want to lose my hope.

I realized how important things are and how lucky I am to be who I am.

Indeed, Allah is Almighty. He gives me the chance to seek for my inner self.

Sometimes it feels like I've spent a lifetime trying to find myself and able to change for the better. But Rome was not built in one day, neither can I.

Even with this feeble heart, I will pass through the tiring nights.

Now is the time for me to start something new and different ; it is now or never.

And so, again. I thought.

Yes, I will be able to see the path that I'm going to take even though it is a rocky and thorny path.

Yes, I will see myself as a strong, confident and mature woman that I know I will be.

Yes, I will be able to get there someday, all the way to the world I've always pictured and there is where I find myself... and HIM.

and Yes, I will be, with God's will, live happily even after ever after.     

  

When you're about to fall down and give up, have a sit and a little thought.

Don't give up, darling~

-iV

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About my story and Mat Luthfi

Hi~ Assalamualaikum..
Tgh buat ape tu? Aku tengah boring boring, bosang bosang ni haa..
Tu pasal laa aku decided tu type a post about my story and one of Malaysia's most famous Vlogger,

MAT LUTHFI~

I'm a kipas(fan..fan) of his. Seriously. But not a kipas-susah-mati punye tu. Just a kipas lah.

Jap, korang kenal tak Mat Luthfi ni sape? Eshh, takkan tak kenal kut.

Takpe laa.. yang tak kenal tu, meh laa sini cheq habaq. Mat Luthfi tuu.. a vlogger lah. Haha~ aku pung tak bape nak kenal Mat Luthfi ni sape. Name penuh die pun aku tak sure ape. Yang aku tahu, die pelajar Malaysia yg study overseas kat Perth, Australia sane tu, dan dah grad tahun ni, kalau tak silap lah. Die buat video yg most of them are very well-known and rilex. Penah tengok video die tak? Tak pernah? Biaq betui?

Tak pa, tak pa (amboii, bunyi loghat pun dah pakai loghat dia) yang tak penah tgok tu, boleh tekan link yang kat bawah ni haaa lah. Click je title tu. Pilih mana suka.

1. Drama-drama sebelum kahwin

2. Mari merungut Malaysia

3. Parodi Forum Suara Mahasiswa 

4. Om nom nom nom

5. Kecelaruan maklumat.

Dah. Lima je aku bagi link. Yang lain ang cari sendiri. Ni haa, channel die.

Matluthfi90's channel.

Okay, move on.

Ape yg aku nak habaq ni sebenaqnya, ada kaitan sikit-2 laa dgn Matluthfi pnye video ni haa. Aku ade masalah, dgn sorang makhluk ni. Hati aku rase sakit je. But die macam tak kesah je. Buat macam takde hal je. Bengang punye bengang, ngamuk punye ngamuk.. Aku terfikir, what the..? Die buat aku macam tak wujud je. Tapi aku yg berie-2 macam orang nak nazak dok pikiaq pasai die. Bazir tenaga je.

Aku plak, jenisnye, maleh nak bercakap dgn orang kalo benda tu salah die. Paham tak? Maleh laa maleh. Aku pikir, salah ang, pikir-2 awh sndiri. 

Masalah nye orang tu tak pikir ape pun. Aku laa yg sakit hati sorang-2. Sedih.

Maklum laa, aku ni kan artistik (eheh~) orangnye. Emosional lebih. Bak kate kawan-2 aku, cepat terasa, sensitif laa bagai. Tapi seriously, jangan nak salahkan aku atau nak kate aku ni sensitif la cepat terasa la ape la ye? Aku bukannye macam batu dekat tepi jalan yg orang dok sepak terajang, baling-2, langgar-2 tapi steady takde perasaan pung.
Tapi tak pe. Ape yg dorang ckp tu mmg betul sgt pun.
Okay, back to masalah aku dgn sorang makhluk ni.

Aku nak tanya korang, my dearest blog readers, kalo orang tu dah sakitkan hati korang, dengan kate-2 yg mengguriskan jantung korang, pehtu buat blah-tak-blah je, macam die lgsung tak bersalah, and then shifted the blame ke atas korang, plak tu, mengungkit-2 lagi selama beberape hari tak habeh-2 ag isunye, stab you at your back, And yet still saying that korang sensitif tak kena pada tempat, with all the assignments and project and programmes and drawings that you need to submit by the end of the week, and korang tak sakit jiwa? IF you don't...

EMBAH ANDA!
(Maaf, kasar bahasaku ini)

Don't say that you won't give a damn. Well, I DO.

It hurts all right? Its not that die je yg ade dalam dunia ni yg aku perlu fikirkan. So, I went to my other friend. Someone who actually (well, maybe..) cares about me. Aku bagitau awh ape masalah aku en, well, it didn't help a lot. Nak buek acano?

But, I won't give up. Hey, I still have the guts okay. I am not that weeny type of person. And so, I manage to settle things up and stand straight on my own with my two legs.

And I am proud of myself.

Although I must say that I AM disappointed. I don't expect them to understand me, but I just want them to take me for who I am.  Seriously. Aku sayang dorang kut.
Ade setengah orang tu plak, suka mengeksploitasi serta menghukum or judge orang lain. Contohnye, andai kata lah ade sorang ni- kite panggil die A- pandai subject ni. Ade orang ni plak - Kite panggil die B-, pandai dalam subject yang ni. Yg -C- ni plak, menggunakan kepandaian orang lain dlm subject tu spye dpt mempermudahkan dirinye. Die tak payah nak berusaha kuat sgt nak buat kerja yang itu ini cikgu bagi sebab alasannye, die tak reti dan tak paham. So, die suruh orang yg reti dan paham tu buat kerja-2 tu, and then, die tiru. Tak pun, tunggu je feed dari A & B. Sakit hati kan?
People nowadays are seriously need to stop judging and exploiting others.

If you ask me right now whether I'm pissed or not, heck yeah I am!
Bukan sekali dua aku ni dieksploitasikan siap ditikam dari belakang ag oleh orang-2 yang terdekat dengan aku. But I'm trying to be decent here. Maleh le nak panjang kan story ken? Orang bodoh jgn dilayan.
Anyway, since my post dah jadi makin melalut, I just want to say this: 
Beware of dogs and bugs out there. And stick around with humans.
Harsh huh? 
Kalu ade yg tertanye-2 kenapa dari cerita Mat Luthfi bleh ade cerita aku ni? HAHA~ Hang baca dari mula post ni lah jawabnya.
Anywhoo,

Aku saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayang kawan-2 aku. 

Aku akan terima apa adenye kawan-2 aku sebab aku tak nak banana fruit two times. AKu mungkin tak sempurna, tapi dgn aku kan ade korang. Korang bantu lah tampung ape yg kurang dlm diri aku. Isn't that what friendship is?
Aku berharap sangat-2 yg persahabatan kite kekal selamanye.

(yeah, amek dari internet)

Aku nak mintak maaf lah kepada sapa-2 yg aku dah buat salah dan silap, aku manusia jugak. Macam korang lah. Let bygones be bygones?

"Malaysia need more positive people in order to make Malaysia as one of the most developed country for the sake of our nation's future." 

Assalamualaikum. 

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Happy Birthday~

Holla holla~

Post yg ini aku buat special untuk my buddy here,

NADIRAH OMAR~

Happy Birthday yaww~

Sorry giler takde hadiah. Aku takde ape nak bagi kat ang la. Nak gunakan 'kreativiti-la-konon' aku ni, aku tak buat dari awal bendanye.. So nye, present ko mmg lambat sket lah.

Apape pun, 

aku saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayang kat ang!

Harap ko panjang umur (sbb perjalanan kita masih lagi jauh berjuta batu, dan ko pun kte nak smbg studies ngn aku dan ktorang yg lain!) serta dimurahkan rezeki.

Aku pun berharap yg friendship kita berkekalan selamanya. Kate seronok, happy-2 en?

Thank you for everything... sepanjang kita berkawan ni.

Sorry for every mistake I've done spnjang kita berkawan ni. Ye laa, kadang-2 tu kita dah seronok sgt bersembang smpai melalut-2 merepek-2 terlepas cakap terkasar bahase tak sedar-2 plak uh...

And thank You. For Everything.

Datang dari sudut hati, jantung dan segala organ dalaman aku yg paling jauh lagikan dalam ni ha.. 

From all of US &

Memories,

18/2/2013 ; 00:00

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THANKS FOR BEING HERE ! LOVE YA !

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Still having Fun.

Assalamualaikum~ A-Yo!

Miss me? Anyone? No? Never mind. Anywayyy... Right now, I'm trying to take my head off this absurd tensed. Maklumle, pelajar Pre-U. Mmg busy la citenye. 

Aku ade 3 PBS, ko hader?

Ehm ehm, lepas ni aku kena buat drawing smpai terpeleot tangan, ko hader? 

Haa.. plak tu, cuti sekolah raye cina due hari je - Isnin & Selasa- ko hader? 

Huhuhu... yang paling penting nye, sume yang aku sebut tu mesti ramai yang takde. 

WaaaAaAAArggHhHHh~!!!

*Sorry, the brain is under maintenance*

Okay, ape ye tadi? Oh yeah. Still having fun. Despite of every ridiculously stupid things that I said just now, I am perfectly fine. Semput sikit la. 

So nye, hari tu, aku ade pegi kenduri kawen sorang kawan aku ni. Bukan kawan aku yg kawen la, kakak die.. kakak die.. Ktorang pergi berempat. Aku pegi dgn dorang ni lah.

Yang ni, Esyah namenye.

 Yang ini pulak namenye, Nina (alahh, nina pelez tuu..)

Budak kenit ni plak Dira namenye.

Haa.. untung sangat pegi dgn dorang ni. Siap salah tempat kenduri lagi. Kendurinye kat Sg Kerawai, sampainye ke Kg. Bahagia. Jauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhh ke dalam sane tu.

Bile habis kendurinya, kitorang pegi umah Dira (si kenit tu) nak anto die balik lah. Haaaa, ni yang aku nak cerita dari tadi ni. Baru la aku tau yg dekat depan rumah Dira ni haa la rupanya tempat sekoq gajah ni mati kena lanyak ketapi (bukan betul-2 dekat depan rumah die la..) Kitorang naik motor nak pegi situ. Bukan jauh pun, boleh jalan kaki je. Tapi saje nak ngade-2 nak naik moto jugak. Apape pun, korang tau yg Teluk Intan ni pernah ada railway ketapi betul tak? Hmm, tu lah tajuk koje PBS Sejarah aku. Sejarah ketapi kat Teluk Intan. Aku siap amek gambo agi. Haa.. tengok la.. Tengok.. Jangan segan..

"THERE IS BURIED HERE A WILD ELEPHANT WHO IN DEFENCE OF HIS HERD CHARGED AND DERAILED A TRAIN ON THE 17th DAY OF SEPT 1894"

Sorry la ye, aku ambil gambar board yg tulisannya tak bape nak ade. 

the story was quite interesting if you ask me. i don't have further details about the insident, however if you want to know about the story, google them because I've read a few blogs tentang cerita ni.

Nampak tak ade lekuk-2 macam besi railway tu? Tak nampak pun takpe lah. Saje nak tunjuk je pun. 

Okaaaaaayyy~ Ye ye. Sile tak pedulikan muke hodoh aku tuu. Ye ye, ktorang naik moto berempat. Naik moto berempat ye? Sempat lagi tu.

Hmm, walaupun umur dah makin tue, we're still having fun.

Sometimes, I just wish the time would stop.

and Sometimes, I wish for the day I can no longer return to.
I just need a day off from reality, just a day without people, problems, and all the bullshit that runs through my life. Huh, yeah right. Well, we live only once,  but if we do it right, once is enough. Right?

Anywhooo... I'm off now. Rasanya cukup lah ye? Banyak benda lagi yg aku tak buat ni. Nak buat post panjang- kang takde yg nak bace plak. 

Mucha gracias

See you~

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