More than Just Words

HI~ Guess what's the date today?

Its 25 SEPTEMBER.

Yep. It's my birthday.

I am officially 19 years old right now. GAH! It's been quite a day. Agak penat la jugak.

But its fine, really. I'm having a wonderful day. Even Google celebrated it. LOL.

I was surprised to see the 'Google' words are changing and in form of cakes and sweets.

My friends are having a surprise party for me *GOSH~* Surprise lah sangat.

Korang mmg obvious, serious! Aku tak tau awh macam mne aku boleh tak bape nak perasan sangat yg korang tengah plan nak buat surprise tu padahal korang banyak sgt cakap pasal surprise ni depan aku.

I was like... 

WHAAAAAAT THE-?

Bila pikir balik, pak aih kelakar betul korang ni. 
Dah awh berlaku kejam terhadap aku.
Like seriously, when the whole class was actually singing 'Happy Birthday', boleh plak buat bodoh je dgn aku, kan Dira? Takpe, takpe. I still love you. Don't worry.
And I am seriously tak menangis dalam tandas okay? Belakang aku sakit tau, no kidding!
Yang dengan Mira tu lain cite sket la, aku tengah menghayati suasana dalam kelas waktu tu. Tu pasal macam berair mata kan? Tapi tak nangis pun. Tak caye tanye Mira!
Korang best gile! Thank you so much! Bersusah berpayah belikan cake untuk aku. 
Kyaaaa~! Sumpah sedap! Sorry dengan keadaan rumah aku yang agak bersepah tu.
Tu lah, korang buat surprise kan? Kalo korang bagitau awal-2 boleh aku kemas- kemaskan sikit rumah aku tu. Takde awh bersepah sangat.

Neh? Noor Syuhada, Nur Adibah, Nor Ana Suha, Nurul Husnina, Nadirah Omar?

And student 6AD, THANK YOU FOR REMEMBERING.

Nur Amira! Fahim, Daus, Oja, Paeyh, Im, Ajim, Nash, Fikri, Wan Zamira, Ilham, Sathiya, Intan, Fathin, Angie. Thanks guys. 
For Aisyah, be well okay? Datang sekolah cepat, duduk sebelah aku!

And my mum, thank you so very much! Ice cream cake? Seriously? 
That's too much, mum. Too much.

 I LOVE YOU MUM!

No words could describe how I appreciate each and every one of you.
No presents? No problem, because seriously, the thought of having you guys remembering and wishing me for the best are way more than enough.
I can't exactly tell you how much I feel right now, because my words do no justice towards your actions. Because it is more than just mere words.

And well, actions do speak louder than words.

And I also wanted to wish a happy birthday to my friends, who was celebrating their birthdays in this same month with, of course, different dates. I know I haven't being such a great friend but I sincerely wish you guys the best.

NUR AFIFAH and NURUL FASIHAH.

Gambo-2 ni gambo zaman ktorang mude dulu. Zaman rebellion. HAHA~
Jenuh kot nak korek balik gambo lame mane yg ade dlm laptop nazak ni.
Anywhoo, May you guys have a many happy returns in your way. Through thick and thin you will endure everything along your way. We'll meet someday.

Thank you again to everyone that had made my day.

Adios, good night.

p/s : jgn lupe esok HPV.
        Nightmare.

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Art Exhibition

Hi~ How are you?

I'm sure you guys noticed, the numbers of post publish are getting fewer and fewer. And the last post would be A Busier Life right? Right.

Like I said, I've been way too busy spending all my time and energy focusing on my art exhibition. 

And finally the day has arrive.

If you think this art exhibition is the one like those super talented painter or artist out there do, you're dead wrong.
No. This is nothing as classy or grand like that.

This exhibition is pretty much like an art class project for our last semester. We were given two choices of tasks to finish, landscape and painting. Mine was painting. 

Yeah. I was surprised with myself. I mean, really I don't have any talent for that and this would be my first time doing something of the sort.

Anyway, today is my first art exhibition day. This exhibition will run for a week, before we close it for our presentation. 

And what do you know? The exhibition went great. We actually have to remain open until 5 in the evening because the people keeps on coming. It was exhausting, but fun.

so, uhm. Bienvenido a nuestra exposición de arte. 

Welcome to our Visual Art Exhibition.

 

Yeah. I can't exactly show you any of our exhibition yet. Just a peek on it because it hadn't been supervised yet. By MPM I mean. They will be the one who's giving us our marks and points for this project, and we have to present our art pieces one by one. 

Just like the last semester, VIVA.

Its nerve wrecking, no kidding.

There. See right there? Just a glimpse. Okay? My friends did a very wonderful job in their work. Seriously. I was amazed at how amazing they are in completing their work. 

True, there are a few errors or complications here and there but don't you think that's what makes them work even harder and the results are even better? 

Most of the visitors at the exhibition complimented us for producing such creative and beautiful artwork. I can't be any prouder than I already am right now.

You guys are the best. Seriously!

I bet you guys are dying to know what my artwork looks like huh? Yes? No?
Well. It's not that good. Not that good. I'm an amateur remember? This is my first time doing something like this. So I'll just give you guys to sneak a peek.

Yeah. I know. Not that much of an art.

Mine was post-impression. You know, like Vincent van Gogh or Leonid Afremov.

They are awesome.

This is somehow, kinda what I'm trying to do. You know, with the lights and colours and sceneries and buildings. There's a certain calmness that I felt every time I look at these kind of artwork.

I'm trying to make the audience to feel the same way as I am. 

I'm trying to make the audience to see the message I'm trying to convey through the colours I spread over the paper.

I'm trying to make the audience feel the hidden emotion under those lights and sceneries.

I'm trying to make the audience to know that I'm not simply throwing those colours and create those subjects for nothing. They're there for various reason. 

But I don't think they get it though. Even though I'm trying very hard explaining to them.

That they simply know, but they didn't see.

They simply know there's the artwork I created. The buildings, the streets, the figures, the trees and the sky.

They didn't see the colours; the red and the yellows creating wild orange, lighting the streets and buildings. The blue and the green mixing with a deep yellow and a hint of red coming for the lights reflecting on the trees. The dark blue behind the buildings, creating a small part yet wide open sky.

If I was able to show you my art, would you be able to see the parts of it that was easily being passed through by them?

Will you be able to see what I see? Will you be able to feel what I feel?

Will you?

Have a good night.

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